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Ordinary Time

We are now celebrating Ordinary Time until late November and the beginning of Advent. This is the longest season of the Church year. Green, symbolizing life and prosperity, is the color of the season. We call this season ordinary, not because life is dull or routine or bland, but because the weeks are “ordered” sequentially. Also, our steps are “ordered” by the Lord.

Once I visited my dentist. While waiting my turn, I thumbed through a National Geographic Magazine. I saw some climbers scaling Half Dome in Yosemite National Park. The photos showed the grandeur and expanse of this wondrous national treasure. There were other articles about the ant and fish up close and in color. Another magazine had articles about the fact that our planet has now surpassed seven billion people. Pictures showed people shoulder to shoulder in Calcutta, Brazil, and other populous regions. I was suddenly struck by how small I can allow my world to become. Simultaneous to my sitting in the dentist office, babies were being born, people were trading and traveling, ants were colonizing, and fish of every description are swimming throughout our oceans. The microscopic and telescopic worlds hold sights that are awesome and stunning. Meanwhile, the earth is spinning and travelling through the universe at jaw dropping speeds.

All these things are occurring right now, at this moment as you read this and as we go about our ordinary, everyday life. The ordinary is in no way boring or bland. Our world teems with life, miracles, and wonders every day. God is omnipresent and completely knitted into the “ordinary.” Somehow we expect God to be totally “other,” stupendous and miraculous, and somehow appear in different ways than what we can see, hear, and experience every day. God is beyond and transcendent; God is incarnational and imminent. Look with the eyes of wonder, awe, and expectation, and you will not only see the “ordinary,” but you will find God.

During the latest Bishop's meeting in November 2012, the Bishops stressed once again our need to celebrate reconciliation. They urged us to avail ourselves to the healing and grace Jesus offers us in this sacrament. I urge you to celebrate reconciliation during this season of Ordinary Time. What a wonderful way to "receive" the Lord.

Here is the examination of conscience sheet I promised you on TV:

RECONCILIATION

A person's conscience is our most secret core and our sanctuary. There we are alone with God whose voice echoes in our depths. (Catechism #1776)

The Spiritual and moral life is about going forward, moving and growing. As you examine your heart, your conscience, are there any areas where you feel stuck or are even going backwards? You must confront and confess these issues in order to move. In addition, you must be honest enough to try to get to the roots. As you open your issues and sins to the Lord, you can trust God for mercy, gentleness and healing.

Some issues to think about:

1) Anger: Are you angry with others, circumstances, self or God? Is there bitterness, resentment and non-forgiveness in your heart? Do you manage your anger by "exploding" or "imploding"? Possible roots of anger are: Perfectionism, Grasping for control, unrealistic expectations, family of origin.

2) Relationships: Is there someone you need to forgive? Can you ask for the courage to pray for them now? Is there someone you need to confront about their behavior? Ask for the courage to do so and to do it in a non-threatening way. Are you striving to love the irritating and "unlovely" people in your life? Or do you just avoid them?

3) Codependency: Do you allow the behaviors and emotions of others to control and manipulate you? Are you a people pleaser and live in fear of what others think all the time? Do you stand up for yourself? Are you true to yourself? Roots: insecurity, fear of rejection.

4) Idols: What "catches" your eye in life? Is it out of balance shopping, T.V., excessive Internet, gambling, food, drinking, sex, travel, sports, or work? Are you impulsive, compulsive, obsessive and out of control in any of these areas? What would being in balance mean in these areas? Roots: Low self-image/body image, boredom, lack of control, frustration with life, loneliness, self-sabotage. The need to escape from external and/or internal pain.

5) Gossip: Do you build relationships with others based on ungodly talk and slander? Control? Manipulation? Possible roots are the need for acceptance and approval from others. Belittling others to make yourself feel more important. Insecurity.

6) Lust: Do you watch programs on T.V., explore the Internet or read books that are inappropriate? Does this lead unwanted behaviors? Possible roots: Longing for God shifted to lust. Lack of contentment stemming from the need for excitement. Lack of self-control and immaturity. Simple rebelliousness and flippant disregard.

7) Laziness: Are you lazy in areas of personal health, relationships, work, and seeking God? Roots: Lack of self-control and discipline, immaturity, low self-esteem, selfishness, lack of integrity.

8) Pride: Are you stubborn, controlling, insensitive, cynical, contentious, opinionated and slow to say you were wrong? Do you judge others harshly simply by appearance? Pride denies and hides issues. It has a need to always be right. Humility admits, confronts and confesses. Roots: "I" Selfishness, negative self-image, fear and insecurity.

9) Anything else? Is there any other area that you need to confront and look at in order to experience healing, forgiveness and go forward? Look at your relationship with God, others and self. Try to think not just about your issues, but possible roots. God Bless you
as you confront, face your pain, confess and move forward!!

ACT OF CONTRITION

Jesus, I have sinned.

I am sorry.

Have mercy in your kindness.

I want to make a move and change.

I give you my past, my future
and my right now. Amen!

In addition to an act of contrition (sorrow for our sins and for hurting God) we also receive a "penance" when we celebrate reconciliation. A penance is not a "punishment" for our sins. Rather, it is a means to help you to turn from sin and begin afresh with God. Reading the Bible has traditionally been given as a penance to help people to turn to Jesus and experience healing. Please pray as you read slowly this passage from Psalm 51 from the Bible as your penance:

~Have mercy on me, O God, according to your steadfast love;

according to your abundant mercy blot out my transgressions.

Wash me thoroughly from my guilt
and cleanse me from my sin.

~Behold, you desire truth in the inward being;

therefore teach me wisdom in my secret heart.

Purge me with hyssop and I shall be clean;

wash me and I shall be whiter than snow.

~Fill me with joy and gladness;

let the bones which you have broken rejoice.

Hide your face from my sins

and blot out all my iniquities.

~Create in me a clean heart, O God,

and put a new and right spirit within me.

Cast me not away from your presence,

and take not your Holy Spirit from me.

Restore to me the joy of your salvation,

and uphold me with a willing spirit.

~O Lord, open my lips,

and my mouth shall declare your praise.
For you have no delight in sacrifice;
were I to give you a burnt offering,
you would not be pleased.

~The sacrifice acceptable to God

is a broken spirit;

a broken contrite heart, O God,

you will not despise. Amen.

***Based on Fr. Cedric's books You Can Change and A Retreat with Fr. Cedric BOOKS